Monday, February 06, 2006
Many thing changed...and i realized fren some time can be good but sometime can be evil....
Wah...just pass few week only ....many things changed...
My life also change much...i think so...
i had some frens ...but not that closed...hmm...i mean cant share everything...Some frens were good ,some were bad...i know it...those i keep range with them...hmm...
Talk less in class liao compare to last time....slowly changing...
i love piano...
i have my ambition...
i think less on her...
i know human life is like that...
i accept it although it is meaningless for me...
i had to..if not ..how ....comide suicide..huh ? wat is that... so far i had only heard a person comide suicide coz he feel his life is meaningless...
He had a succesful life....but he feel his life is meanningless...he suicide by jumping out from his private plane....
one thing i still cant get the answer...
why i always silent when i went out with her...
i scare to be lonely...but sometimes ...be lonely is not that bad and scary as imagine...
One day i gonna be lonely...After graduate , i'm gonna leave all my fren... and i dunno when m i gonna see them again...everybody walk their own path... some were planning to study oversea...some have their own job to do... and some mayb...married...i mean after few years...
Wat if all my fren get married and no one will care bout me anymore...(as a fren) so how ... will i fall into lonely...
U know sometimes i m very stupid....i think i m weak...the weakest one...
everybody can accept ppl around them to leave...but me...i cant... i really wish to be with all my fren 4eva...
i dun wanna be rich to show off infront of my fren...
i dun wanna be skillful basket ball player to show off infront of my fren...
i dun wanna have nice handphone to show off infront of my fren...
i dun wanna muscular among my fren...
i dun wanna be the best gammer among my fren....
i dun wanna have the best looking among my fren...
Wat i wan is always be with them...
I hope we all enjoy this frenship 4eva....
I hope we always respect each others...4eva...
I hope we can share our problems...4eva...
I hope we wont fight for girls....
I hope we wont fight for money....
I hope we wont fight for personal benefit....
We were happy...
when we watch movie and playing snooker....
when we were matching in the basketball court...
when we have our cyber time in Point Extreme...
We were enjoy...
when we cooking in the cooking competition...
when we escaping from teacher during ponteng...
when we were on genting trip...
That is how a fren should be....
The human whose name written in this Note shall die